i was 'tea' or 'tea bag' for the halloween party (which i stayed at for all of half an hour) but i was quite amused with the costume--a circle of twine with six or eight earl grey strings tied to it and a paper skirty thing that said 'infuse me' and brown/tannish clothing. i think only erica connected the whole thing together, but i still like it. company class was hard, and silent/intense, like in poland, but a big, interesting (for now) change. i can't decide whether that mood is conducive to creativity or not. i'm feeling lots of soon to understood developments in my dancing that have something to do with flow of energy, scribbling without premeditation but with surety, and fearlessness. i seem to keep coming back to this idea i had (did i write about it here?) of integrating jumping off very tall things into safety nets in our everyday lives. i feel like it could change drastically the way people hold fears and anxieties in their bodies, and stretch our perspective of our walking, lying, running, sitting selves.
i came back from the party and now i'm listening to what i think of a my bach comfort cd---i think it's a kind of orchestral greatest hits compilation. it's a cd that came from nowhere and i can't remember when i started listening to it. sleep is calling me till whenever i wake up in the morning--i hope it's overcast.
posted by Liza 27.10.01