oh oh. several things to worry about. my eating habits--bad right now. i'm eating TOO MANY SWEETS. i'm wondering what this has to do with my emotional state, which is very hard to pin down right now--creative, euphoric, distracted, empty, open, pulling away, talkative and avoiding, worried, inertial. good example--i should brush my teeth and go to bed now, and i've meant all day to work on my dance review but for some reason won't do it. i read the newspaper online for a long time--i haven't read it in awhile and after going today to a rally today to mark the one month mark of bombing afghanistan (i remembered it started on my birthday) i felt compelled to read --4 million could starve this winter in afghanistan, a video of bombs being dropped, a photo of girls in school in northern afghanistan. i really really really don't trust the military, the men who make the dicisions in the military--i can see no safe future in this war, in this path of foreign relations.
things to do tomorrow:
buy tampons
rehearse with cynthia
write review!
write polisci thought piece
type up poems for poetry workshop
don't eat sweets
be peaceful
posted by Liza 8.11.01